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WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE THE BIG BANG ?
GOOD QUESTION AS ASKED BY MARCO CAGNOTTI (TICINO 7, DATED 22.07.07).
FIRST OF ALL I AM TOLD THIS FAMOUS BIG BANG DID NOT HAPPEN IN ONE PLACE AND THEN EXPANDED AS THEIR WAS NO EXPANSION YET: IT IS THE BIG BANG OUT OF ITSELF WHICH CREATED SPACE-GROWING AND THE UNIVERSE STILL GROWING.
WHERE WILL IT END ? AS I ASK MYSELF AND T CONTINUE QUESTIONING ME, WHERE AND WHEN WILL I END ?
AS I AM ALREADY 78 IT WILL TAKE NOT THAT LONG ANYMORE AS TO THE WHEN QUESTIONING. BUT WHERE I WILL END ? TO MY WONDERING I HAVE NO CARTESIAN ANSWER.
OF COURSE MY PHYSICAL PARTS RETURN TO DUST. CONCERNING MY MENTAL HEALTHY BUT LIMITED MENTAL POSSIBILITIES I DO HAVE NO CLEAR ANSWER.
OF COURSE I THINK I WILL GO ON ENDLESSLY. I HAVE NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT. NEVERTHELESS I DO NOT REALISE IN WHAT FORM AND UNDER WHICH CIRCUMSTANCES MY IDEAS WILL PROCEED.
AS I RECEIVE IDEAS EVERY DAY I HAVE NO DOUBT IDEAS AND I MEAN IDEAS FROM OTHERS IN D DIFFERENT SITUATIONS WILL PROCEED TO REACH ME AS THEY WILL REACH YOU AND OTHERS BY MY IN ESSENCE UNLIMITED TRANSPOSITION. OR WHY NOT TRANSMISSION OR TRANSFER ? SINCE EVERYDAY OUR POSITION IN THE UNIVERSE IS CHANGING THE UNIVERSE KEEPS WIDENING. I ASSUME LOGIC MY IDEAS KEEP CHANGING AS INTERFERED BY THOSE MODIFICATIONS. PROGRESS ?
DEFINITELY YES MY THINKING IS PART OF UNIVERSAL PROGRESSING AS MY THINKING IS COLLECTED BY MEMORY. IS MY MEMORY MINE OR AM I BORROWING KNOWLEDGE ? OF COURSE IT IS LENT. LENT FROM PLENTY OF BRAINS APPEARING THIS INSTANT IN TIME. TIME AS A. TIMELESS FACT SINCE THIS PROGRESSING BIG BANG.
IN THIS RESPECT I SUGGEST WE KNOW WHY WE ARE WEARING WATCHES.